-- Cool Afternoon at Awiligar --
I'm hungry.. but I don't wanna eat..
I just wanna hold my tears
I'm sad.. but I dunno why..
I just know that I can't understand it all
I missed my girls so bad, so I met them on Seclution Day 2010
just shared laugh and story, it was enough for me
at last my chest didn't tight anymore for a while
-- we were ready to jump --
we tried to jump as high as we can ..
not bad..
we could fight the fear..
we laugh then..
we said 'this is how it feels.. haha'
**hihiy Totok captured that moment nicely**
That day we celebrate welcoming our new member.. taraaa.. Lintang, Disti's first luvly son. Unexpected, we met our lost friend, Levi.. She with her luvly hubby, Ian & their luvly son, Ken..
nice to met them, a small happy family. What a wonderful afternoon..
-- just like small reunion --
holding hand.. friendship forever..
captured every single momment..
we still charming like 17 years old girls, right?
hahaha
have a dinner at ReMosharing laugh & story..
(again & again) ^^
(again & again) ^^
yamien & hot lemon tea..
That day is over, and I'm back to reality..
Facing the life choices..
Trying to be as fair as possible..
But I can't satisfy everyone..
Even myself.. sometimes
Again.. I feel..
I'm hungry.. but I don't wanna eat..
I just wanna hold my tears
I'm sad.. but I dunno why..
I just know that I can't understand it all
I wish I could disappear and isolated for a while..
I wish I could.. I wish I could.. just for a while please..
Giving time for my mind and heart to compromise with reality..
I know it just like escape reality, deny the situation
But, actually doesn't like that..
I just need more time to think, please gimme space..
God, please gimme sign.. help me to create a peaceful heart..
Again.. my Winamp plays Fix Me You - Coldplay...
When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down on your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down on your face
And on your face I...
Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down on your face
And on your face I...
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you...
**hoping someday will come someone to fix me..**
always be sure of it will come at the right time
The tittle inspired by one of my friend's status on FB
